I don’t know what to do. I miss you. I miss you so fucking much. But you don’t miss me…and I know you don’t. Maybe that’s what hurts the most.
I gave you all of me….every piece of my heart that you said you would never break…I feel so alone…I cry myself to sleep every night because I can’t seem to make myself forget about you. I can’t let you go. I wait up all hours of the night hoping and praying you’ll come back and love me and want to be here..
I’m sorry we are here…I’m sorry I wasn’t perfect…
But I tried for you…
You took all of my pain away.
Good night tumblr. 😢😪😭

It’s Time.

I think I’ve finally grown apart from you. I think know my heart has healed from the pain. I think you leaving is what was holding me back from what I’ve been needing to Do.
I’m still scared. I still miss you. I still love you.
Why does letting go be so hard?


Hurt? Yes.
Heart broken? Yes.
Disappointed? Maybe a little.
Pissed off? That’s more like it.
You are 16 years old. And you can’t stand up for yourself and what you love to your mom. Wow. You complain of her being “over protective”. You allow her to smother you. You allow her to control you like an animal. If you honestly loved me and wanted me like you said you did you wouldn’t have left twice In the past week. I’m hurt at the fact that you won’t fight for what you want…hell you’re girlfriend. You won’t fight for me because you are too scare of you’re mom? Love is supposed to be unconditional and never blind to each other’s needs.
Clearly you put what your mom wants before yours and mine.
I’m beyond done.
I’m done crying .
I’m done being fucked over by you’re mother.
Hope you’re happy.